My Hajj story :)

Friday, June 24, 2011

The last man to enter Paradise...

As for the overwhelming Mercy of Allah on the DOJ:
The prophet tells us of people in jahanam,
there will be believers in Jahannam
those who didn’t reach a level of taqwa
and they didn’t create a barrier between them
and that which is forbidden by Allah.
Those who were persistent in their disobedience.


Jibreel gave Rasulullah sallalahualayhiwasalam
a description of what Jahannam looked like,
Its 7 levels
and he described who the inhabitants of each level are
Jibreel started by telling him of the lowest level and its inhabitants
Then made his way up
When he reached the top uppermost level Jibreel went silent,
he didn't say who is its inhabitants were,
Rasulullah sallalahualayhiwasalam asked him and
“Who are in it O Jibreel?”
To which our Master Jibrel said:
“3afeeni ya Rasulullah,”: “Excuse me (from telling you) O Messenger of Allah”
To which Rasulullah salalalhaualayhiwasalam replied
“I ask you in the name of Allah,
who is in that level?”
And He said “Members of your Ummah”
Rasulullah salalallahulalayhiwasalam replied,
“There will be members of my ummah in Jahannam?”
After all these sacrifices?
Rasulullah sallalahualayhiwasalam has previously said
to our Lady Aisha, may Allah be pleased with her,
“No other prophet before me has suffered in his dawah as I have suffered”
And upon hearing this news from our Master Jibreel
Rasulullah sallalahualayhiwasalam cried
and remained in that state for 3 days
not able to speak to anyone,
Left his house to pray the obligatory prayers
but never conversed with his companions
Not even Abu Bakr or Umar radiyaAllahu anhuma,
And yet he knows the extent of the Mercy of Allah.

There will be members of our ummah in Jahannam.
One such a believer is in Jahannam and he's calling out
"Ya Hannan! Ya Mannan!"
Over and over and over again
For 70 thousand years
"Ya Hannan! Ya Mannan!"
Hanan is the type of Mercy a mother shows towards her child,
This quality with Allah is 70 x more than that
And Manan is One who bestows favours and bounties.
This man knows Allah,
So he calls him through those two names.
And Malik the gate keeper says “Keep quiet!
No one is going to respond to you”,
So Allah sends for our Master Jibreel,
And says,
“There is a slave of mine who has called me by those names for so many years
bring him to Me”
So Jibreel goes to Jahannam
but finds its gate closed.
Jibreel returns to Allah and says “Ya Allah
He's locked behind its gates,”
So Allah orders Malik to open the Door for Jibreel,
Rasulullah indicated for us the location of the believer,
Saying you will find him at this place underneath this rock
And Jibreel brings the man,
Allah asks him
“What is it that made you call Me from these two names?”
He said “It’s because I know you by those names
and I have hope that by calling you through them
that you will one day take me out”,
And so Allah orders him to be taken out of Jahannam
bathed in the River of Life
And entered into Paradise
He did not lose hope in the Mercy of Allah,
Never walk way until Allah opens.

There were two men again who were believers in Jahannam
and Allah called them both
and to have them sit in His presence
Allah ordered them to return to Jahannam,
one ran fast towards it and entered,
the other one was hesitant and took his time and doodled back.
So Allah brought them both back to Him
and He said to the first one that ran fast...
“Why did you run back to Jahannam?”
He said “I figured
my enter life I spent disobeying You
so for once I figured I will obey You”,
As for the second He asked him
“What made you hesitate?”
And He said, “I always have hope in Your Mercy”
So Allah ordered that both be taken out of Jahannam.
washed in the River of life
and entered into Paradise...

The final believer to leave Jahannam
has an incredible conversation with His Lord
and we see the incredible honour that Allah bestows upon him ..

This man will be in Jahannam and the disbelievers are taunting him in Hellfire saying,
“So your a believer and your with non believers
what difference did it make?
Your here with us,”
Taunting him for so many years..
And so Allah releases him from Jahannam
To show them
there is a difference.
Jahannam thereafter is locked with a wall of fire that is never to be opened again.
Allah protect us all ya Rabb and guide the disbelievers to Islam

So he leaves Jahannam,

As narrated by Ibn Mas'ud may Allah be pleased with him
Rasulullah sallalahualayhiwasalam narrated to the companions
the story of this man,
and while doing so, he kept smiling and laughing,

He said
“The last person to enter paradise will be a man who will alternately
walk
stagger
and be touched by the Fire
Once he has passed out of the Fire
he will turn to face it and say
“Blessed be He Who has saved me from you
Allah has given me something that He did not give the earlier and later generations”.
Then a tree will be raised up for him
And he will say
“O my Rabb (Lord) bring me closer to this tree
that I may enjoy its shade and drink of its water.”

Allah will say:
"O son of Adam
Perhaps if I grant you this
You will ask me for something else?"

He will say,
“No, O Rabb!
I promise that I will not ask for anything else!”
Allah will excuse him because He is seeing something that he has no patience to resist
so He will bring him closer
and he will enjoy its shade
and drink from its water

Then another tree,
better than the first
will be raised for him and he will say
“O my Rabb,
bring me near to this tree
so that I may drink its water
and enjoy its shade
then I will not ask You for anything more!"

Allah will say:
"O Son of Adam!
Did you not promise me that you would not ask Me for anything else?
Perhaps if I bring you closer to this tree you will ask for more?"

So the man will promise not to ask for any more
And Allah will excuse him because He is seeing something that He has no patience to resist
So He will bring him closer
and he will enjoy its shade
and drink its water.
Then a third tree will be raised up at the gate of Paradise
and it will be better than the first two
The man will say
“O my Rabb,
bring me closer to this tree
that I may enjoy its shade
and drink its water
and I will not ask for anything more!”

Allah will say:
"O son of Adam,
did you not promise Me that you would not ask Me for anything more?"
He will say:
"Yes O Rabb I will not ask You for anything more!"
His Rabb, may He be glorified, will excuse him because He is seeing something which he has no patience to resist
So, He will bring him closer.
When he is brought close he will hear the voices of the people of paradise inside
and he will say:
"O my Rabb, admit me to it"
Allah will say:
"O son of Adam what do you want
so that you will never ask Me for anything else?
Will it please you if I give you this world and as much again?"
He will say:
"O my Rabb, are you making fun of me when you are the Sovereign over all?"

Abdullah ibn Mas'ud smiled and said
"Why do you not ask me why I am smiling?"
They asked "Why are you smiling"
He said "because the messenger of Allah smiled"
They asked "why are you smiling O messenger of Allah"
He said
“Because the Rabb of the worlds will smile
and when He is asked are you making fun of me when you are the Sovereign over all"?
He will say I am not making fun of you,
but I am able to do whatever I will””.

There is nothing greater than the way Allah deals with His servants
and there is nothing more bewildering than how the servant deals with the one he serves

Friday, June 17, 2011

"I am with those broken hearted for My Sake."

Praise is due to Allah who is of Magnificent Favour, 
and abundant Goodness.

He stretches forth His Hand at the night so that the one who was wicked in the day can repent,
and He stretches forth His Hand in the day so that the one who was wicked in the night can repent.

He never lets down the one who hopes in Him 

And if one depends upon Him, Allah is sufficient for him. 
And whoever humbles themselves before His Greatness He raises that person
And if one is too arrogant to follow His command He lowers their standing.

He sent to us the best of creation and the most noble of them to Him
and the one who has the greatest station with Him.
The one with whom He sealed the prophets and messengers
And made him the greatest interceder and the one who intercedes on the Day of Rising.

May Allah send prayers and peace in every moment upon the greatest of creation
The master of Messengers and the seal of Prophets,
as well as on his folk and the pure people of his household
as well as his noble companions who are radiant and blessed
and upon those who follow them with excellence until the Day of Reckoning. 

To proceed we have come to one of the arenas of our Lord 
and come to one of His Homes.
and we have fulfilled one of His obligations
and we have sat seeking the rain of His Mercy

Allah sent His Prophets and Messengers with sacred laws
so that the needy servants can be ennobled by standing at His Door
and coming to His Step and Refuge.
Everyone who responded to the call has stood at the Door
and the manifestations of the vast Door of Allah are those acts of obedience and praiseworthy works that He legislated through His Prophets.
So every beloved attribute to Allah
and every pious deed that brings one closer to Allah
is a door through which one comes to Allah.

So whoever attaches their heart to obedience to Allah
then this person has stood well at the door of Allah.
If one inclines to heedlessness much less to disobedience then he is turned away from the door of his Lord.

and among the most best of doors or ways to stand at the door of Allah
is through fulfilling the obligations that Allah has placed upon us.  
In this regard in the sacred traditions of al Qudsi, Allah says
“My slave does not draw nearer to Me by anything more beloved to Me than the acts which I have made obligatory upon him.
And my servant continues to come nearer to Me through performing voluntary works of worship after fulfilling obligations until I love him.”

A good way to stand at the door of Allah is by having a pure heart and being clean from vices. 
And fulfilling ones works in a state of presence and doing them with excellence. 
One of the best ways of standing at His Doors is coming and attending gatherings of dhikir and knowledge 
out of a desire to be near Him. 

It has been narrated in a sahih haddith concerning Rasulullah sallalahualayhiwasalam that he was sitting with his companions when three men approached. 
As for one of them he saw a space in the circle/gathering and he entered and sat.
As for a second he was shy and sat behind the people.
As for the third he turned away and left.
When the gathering was concluding he said to his companions shall I not tell you about these three? 
The companions said, "of course O Messenger of Allah".
He said:
ammal awwallau faawaah illal Allahi faawah Allahu ilayh
As for the first he took shelter with Allah and Allah gave him shelter.
unthur gimatal wuguf 'inda hathal bab
- Then look at the value of standing at this door.
majlasu ilmi fihi sayyidul ahbab
A gathering of knowledge in which the master of those who are beloved is present!
3adda nabiyunal iwaa ilayhi iwaun illal Allahi ta'ala fi 'ulah
Allah considered giving shelter to the one seeking shelter with Allah or coming in refuge to Allah. 
gala faammal thana fastahya minalAllahi fastahya Allahu minhu
He said: As for the second he was shy from Allah so Allah was shy from him. 
galu shurahul haddithu man yastahiAllahu minhu lam yu3athhibu
- The commentators of this haddith say, if Allah is shy from someone He will never punish them. 
wa ammal thalithu faa3rada anillahi faa3radaAllahu 3anh
As for the third he turned away from Allah and Allah turned away from him.
- Then look at the danger of this when Allah says in the Quran
 "As for those who turn away from My remembrance indeed he will live a wretched life and he will be resurrected on the Day of Rising blind." 

We ask Allah to grant us the ability to truly turn to Him.
And that there is no time or any instance except that in it you can have an arrival and that in it you can have an entering and that in it you can have acceptance; through varying attributes, deeds and intentions.
To the extent that the knowers of Allah said indeed the path that makes one reach Allah is in accordance to the breaths of creatures.
So in every breath you can arrive.
Because someone who knocks at the door of someone who is generous he will open;
and if the door is open for someone he one will enter;
and if someone enters he will arrive;
and the one who enters will be connected;
and the one who connects will be made to arrive;
and that means arrival at the knowledge of Allah!

And whoever reaches Allah no one can know that which he reaches;
and concerning the magnificence and total generosity that Allah gives him, no one will know this except Allah. 
So stand with ihsan, stand with excellence at the door of Allah!
By fulfilling ones obligations-
acts of prayer or zakat, fasting or hajj
or by being truthful in speech
or looking with an eye of reflection
or being kind to parents or maintaining bonds of kinship
or fulfilling ones trusts
or other obligations than this,
all of these are doors to Allah.
And in these be very mindful of the state of your heart.
Because indeed one of the easiest simplest and that which is the most broad doors to Allah is the hearts being humble or broken for Allah. 

He says in the sacred tradition
"I am with those broken hearted for My Sake";
and know that there is no one higher than those who work hard and then they are broken for Allah's Sake or humbled for Allah's Sake;
and after them ,who are still near to Allah ta'ala, but not as near as the first are those who fall short but they are still humble for Allah ta'ala;
these people are nearer than those who work hard but they are not humble for Allah's Sake;
and indeed the most distant of Allah's creation are those both who fall short and they are not humble for Allah's Sake. 

However the station of those who work hard and then they're broke for Allah's Sake that’s the highest station and no one reaches that but them;
and you find those who are true and have ihsan- excellence in standing at the door of Allah- they have many good acts of obedience and then their hearts are still broken and their hearts will be humbler than those who fall short. 

And in the meanings of standing well at the door of Allah;
Rasulullah salallahualayhiwasalam said about Oways Al-Qaarani,
O Umar and O Ali if you meet him and your able then have him seek forgiveness for you and Allah will forgive you.
So meeting the pious and seeking their dua and asking them to seek forgiveness for you from Allah,
this is a door from which one can draw nearer to Allah. 

At the end of the khalifat of sayyiduna Umar bin khattab, may Allah be pleased with him, he asked the people of hajj;
“Are there any Yemeni's among you?”
So a group met him and he asked them about the tribe of Muraad, so a group of that tribe met him and then he asked them about the people from Qaran.
So one old man from them met him from among them and Sayyiduna Umar said;
“Do you know Oways bin Amer Al-Qarani?”
He said; “I don’t know anyone who is fitting for us to raise up to you except one man who is weak and deficient and tends to the grazing of camels”.
So Sayyiduna Umar asked him; "Is he in this sacred precinct of ours?"
He said "Yes"
He said "Where is he?"
He said "He's at Arafa tending to our camels"
So Sayyiduna Umar rode with Ali, may Allah be pleased with them both, until they went to him,
They saw him standing praying at a tree and the camels were grazing around him,
So they greeted him with salams and when he sensed they were there he shortened his prayer, finished and returned the salams to them. 
So sayyiduna Umar said "Who are you?" 
He said "I am Abdullah", 
He said "I know all creatures are slaves of Allah, however what is the name that your mother calls you by?"
He said "Oways"
Sayyiduna Umar said "The son of Amer?"
He said "Yes". 
Sayyidyna Umar said "From Qaran from Murad" 
He said "Yes", 
He said "You had a mother and you were good to her?"
He said "Yes", 
And he said "And you had a vitiligo and you were healed from it?"
He said "Who are you two that Allah revealed to you my state?"
Sayyiduna Ali replied "As for him, he is Umar the Commander of the faithful and I am Ali bin Abi Talib"
And so Oways was shaken by this and he stood up and greeted them and he said "May Allah reward you on behalf of the nation of Muhammad with good!"
And Ali, may Allah be pleased with him, replied with "And you, may Allah reward you from yourself with good",
He said "How did you know me?"
They said "From Allah's Messenger",
He said "Rasulullah mentioned me!?!"
He said "He mentioned you by your name and your fathers name and your tribe and your state"
And at this news, sayyiduna Oways cried,
He said, "May my father and mother be your ransom O Messenger of Allah!" 

He said "And there remains a spot of the vitiligo under your left arm? And you asked Allah to make it remain so you can remember His gift of healing you?"
And he replied "Yes", they said "Show it to us". 
And so he showed it to them, they said "Allah's messenger spoke the truth". 

Sayyidyna Umar said "You stay here (O Oways) and I’ll come back to you at an appointed time and bring you provision and support". 
He said "O commander of the faithful I have these two garments on me, when do you think I'll wear them out? And  have 4 silver coins from tending to these camels when do you think I'll spend them?" 
He said "O commander of the faithful, before you and I is a difficult ascent, no one will pass over it except those who are light". 
So Sayyiduna Umar may Allah be pleased with him, struck the ground with his prop and he spoke of his khalifa saying
"Who would take it from us with that which is in it and for it?! I wish that I had left it in a state nothing for me or against me!" 
-Those were the ones who strived and still felt humble! This was sayyiduna Umar! He who said if I sleep by night I'll neglect the rights of my soul and if I sleep by day I’ll neglect the rights of my people; and so he would just sleep when he was overcome and dozed.

So when they sought for him to seek forgiveness for them he said, "Would I seek forgiveness for you?" 
They said "Allah's messenger told us to do that". 
So look how Rasulullah legislated for us to be humble and broken and seek the prayer of the pious and sayyiduna Umar and sayyiduna Ali, may Allah be pleased with them both, were better than sayyiduna Oways but they still sought his prayer. 
So if standing or reaching sayyiduna Oways and seeking Allah’s forgiveness for Allah's sake was a door of the doors of Allah, so what do you think about standing at the door of Allah's best creatures? And your Lord said
"If only when they had wronged themselves they had come to you and sought Allah's forgiveness and the messenger had sought forgiveness for them they would have found Allah Forgiving and Merciful".

fa ma ahsanal wugufu inda babillah!
So how very splendid is standing at the door of Allah. 
razagana Allahu husnul wugufu inda babih
May Allah grant to stand well at His Door and to take refuge at His Doorstep. 
wainnama ya3rafu thalika bil ilmin nafi3
And that is only known through beneficial knowledge
wamujalasti kuli thi qalbin khashi3
And keeping company of everyone with a submissive heart.

And through that purification is attained from lowly things; and through that one attains virtues.
One who does not sit with those who are broken or humble
they will not know how to have their hearts humble for Allah's sake.

So when sayyiduna Ali was asked about the standing at the mountain on the day of Arafa,
they said “Why did they make the standing near a mountain and not the ka'ba?”
He said “The Ka'ba is Allah's House and the mountain is Allah's Door. So when they came seeking Him He made them stand at His Door.”
He said “al mash3ar al haram which is at muzdalifa it's part of the haram. So then when they stood at His Door and they were prepared to enter upon Him He made them stand at the second passageway and that was at Muzdalifa.
Then when they begged Allah and pray to Him much he told them to go to Menna to slaughter their sacrificial animals so that they may be purified. 
Then He gave them permission to enter upon Him to His House after they had been purified.”
Indicating that no one is becoming of being in Allah's presence until they are cleansed purified;
Just as the Quran may not be touched except by those who are purified
The knowledge in it and secrets in it are not allowed except for those who are purified. 

So some of the knowers of Allah said whenever I came to one of the doors of Allah I found it crowded with people until I came to the door of poverty and humbleness and I found very few people there and I found it easy to enter. 

Are we not offering ourselves to receive Allah's mercy? 
Standing at this gathering of ours with what we hear and what we say,
standing at the Door of Allah.
nas2al al rahmana an yaftah lana babah
Asking Al Rahman to open for us His door;
wa yakshif 3an kul galbin hijabah
and to remove from every heart its veil.  

O you who gathered us in this mosque give us to be realised in the realities of prostration;
and grant us the prostration of the heart!
That which the one whose hearts prostrates, never raises his head. 

There was a man in baghdad who was known as a highway man in the past his name was ibn Huwara.
He heard one night a man saying to his wife; 
“Wake me after midnight as I want to go to Al-Musil before dawn so I'm not caught by ibn Huwara.”
When he heard him say this he said; 
"Woe to me! I have terrified the Muslims!"
and so repentance descended into his heart. 
So at midnight he heard her say; 
"Wake up! So you wouldn't be caught by ibn Huwara, wake up!"
and when he heard her he said; 
"O Mame! Let your husband sleep for ibn Huwara has repented!"
So he looked around and he found a mosque and he went in.
He purified himself and began to cry in the mosque.
He found in it a group of pious people who gathered every day and remember Allah and discuss knowledge,
he attended with them and listened to their discussion. 
On the first day and he was increased in humility and reverent fear and repentance;
and in the second day an third day;
and in the third/fourth day he began to participate with them in speech to the extent that Allah gave him light. 
So when he said something good they said, “Who is this new brother we have not met before?”
They said to him "We heard in your speech what indicated a taste and a knowledge"
He said "I am ibn Huwara"
They said "Who!?"
He said "ibn Huwara". 
They said "ibn Huwara the highway man??"
He said "Yes", 
They said, "What happened to you?" 
He said "I returned to Him and stayed at His door and He accepted me." 
So they congratulated him on his repentance and they encouraged him in his true return,


And this is how it is O people of faith. 

Gif ala bab ma yaglidu yasi3id gali
Stand at the door that one is never driven away from, 
bab mawlik li menu hurud il fawayij
the door of your Lord from whom gifts come. 

Beneath Your Door I am standing in my humility
So grant me my hopes before my death comes.

From the greatest of doors is true love!
And indeed Muhammad is the one who Allah, the Real, loved most.
And your Lord said
“My Love is guaranteed for those who love for My sake
and those who visit one another for My Sake
and spend for My Sake”

We ask Allah to make us join them,
to give us to drink from their drink,

Ya rabbi ya mawlana iftah lana babak!
O my Lord, O my master open for us Your Door!
Wadkhina fi jumlat ahbabak!
And make us among the group of those whom You love!
Ya fattah iftah lana babak!
O Opener, open for us Your Door!
Wadkhina fi jumlat ahbabak!
And make us for those whom you love!

O Allah make us joyous through truly turning towards you
and grant us acceptance from You,
O Most Merciful of the Merciful!

Ameen!

As taken from: This video here; I've transcribed to the best of my ability the translation that Sheikh Abdul Karim Yahya gives. Truly an amazing talk. 

Sunday, June 12, 2011

Why many an earnest supplication is delayed

Ah! many earnest suppliants wail forth prayers, 
till the smoke of their wailing rises to Heaven. 

Yes, the perfume of the incense of sinners' groans mounts up above the lofty roof of Heaven. 
Then the angels supplicate God, saying, 
"O Thou that hearest prayer and relievest pain, 
Thy faithful slave is bowing down before Thee. 
He knows of none on whom to rely save Thee. 
Thou bestowest favours on the helpless.
Every suppliant obtains his desire from Thee." 

God makes answer, "The delay in granting his prayer is intended to benefit him, not to harm him.
 His pressing need draws him from his negligence to Me. 
Yes, [it] drags him by the hair into My courts.
 If I at once remove his need he will go away, and will be destroyed in his idle sports. 
Though he is wailing with heartfelt cry of 'O Aider!' 
Bid him wail on with broken heart and contrite breast. 
His voice sounds sweet in My ears.
His wailing and cries of 'O God!' in this way [of] supplication and lamentation prevails with Me altogether."

It is on account of their sweet voices that choice parrots and nightingales are jailed in cages. 
Ugly owls and crows [18] are never jailed in cages. 
Such a thing was never heard of in history. 
The disappointments of the pious, be sure, are appointed for this wise purpose.

Maulana Shaykh Jalalhudin Rumi (Mathnawi Book IV, The Fowler and the Bird)